My dear friend Hannah send to me a video about a Muslim who convert to christianity and this was my answer:
I watched it and all I can say is that he wasn't a muslim in the first place muslim mean submitted to God Allah the creator of the universe. his identity was muslim because he was born in a muslim family, that will definitely make him Muslim ?
The answer is :No .
To become a muslim witch mean submitted to God you need to read books and learn the religion from scratch.
I use to be like that, I use to live like a non Muslim, wearing westerners clothes , I didnt pray in that time I did fast ramadan because for me its was a tradition like wearing hijab for women .
I didn't know the difference between traditions and religion and I was confused and lost in that young age and in when I was 23 I start reading books and knowing more about islam and I have found answers to all my questions, I remember reading the bible when I was 16 , I was lost in that time , I remember the face of my mother she was afraid that I will become a Christian even that I have read it in Arabic and believe me I didn't found my self while reading it .
My father died when I was 12 he was a religious man my mother wasn't in that time , so no one did brainwashed me or convinced me that islam is the right choice even in school teaching Islam wasn't a priority , french language was a priority.
And one day I was reading the Coran and i smelled this beautiful odor it was like a smell from heaven , I didnt realized that the odor was only in that room when I was reading Coran until my friend came and told me about it , we have checked the hole house even opened the windows to see where that beautiful odor is coming from .it was a sign from God to follow his path .
Even my husband he isn't a"religious" man and still he wanted me to marry him to be closer to God I dont think that I had achieved that goal.
You can get closer to God only if you wanted to .
I know that God Allah loves me and whenever I have a question about something I ask him :
GOD ALLAH why this is happening or show me your wisdom so that I can be patient and thankful and believe me or not and this is not a competition between you and me I sincerely hear a voice inside of me answering all my questions.
I can't wait to see him in heaven I miss him soo much because I know how he saved me from terrible situations and how he is answering my prayers and being gentle and good to me .
This is my story with my faith .
Sorry if I was long but I had to give you an answer about the video that you sent.
See you tomorrow 🌹
